Blah.

I'm bummed out by laziness. This work report is not getting done, my room is a mess :S. I've also been disappointed by a friend. this person has such charisma and energy. Which makes it hard to believe that he cannot find the resources to perform the simplest of favours. he's adamant on appologizing for things he doesn't do "Sorry I can't help you more on this and that." but he can, he's fully capable and knowledgeable!! maybe it's laziness, but the true let down stems from the fact that I would do just about anything to help him, and my worth doesn't nearly compare in his eyes.

I am over reacting... but it's the way I feel right now. Whatever, i'm going to listen to music now. Sorry about this post.